As some of you know, my account was hacked about a month ago and I have yet to get it back. I sent off a snail mail to Blizzard(by Air of course) and hopefully I’ll be back in the game within the next week.. lol.. for now I’m leveling a Tauren Warrior for my PS(You could give me off to speed up the process:P). And the lack of gear(read: Gold) is annoying cause I tend to outlevel my gear too fast. At the same time I don’t want to bother the rest to run me through instances. But it looks like I’ll have no choice…

I will not be made useless.
I will not be idle with despair.
I will gather myself around my faith,
For light does the darkness most fear

Yes, I’m going to say it. I miss the shit out of my old buddies and the times we did such crazy things together.. Alex, Aaron, Ben, Tim, KeiSeen.. Life was so much simpler and helluva fun back in the day. damn.. it’s 2am and i just realised it. lol!

note: Audition pwns me.

Its almost a brand new year and I’m glad to say I’ve wrapped up some pretty major loose ends… I shall not elaborate(And that is what a blog is for, cryptic, vague and full of nuance that only those privy to the matter shalt know *wink) But it’s given me much peace to get it off my chest.

The new year also heralds a closing of yet another chapter in my life - ORD in 38days - and an interlude before we begin the next act… T and I are planning a trip out to the Canada and the States in May/June and I’m all psyched about it:P And of course with every epic event there must be problems of epic proportion…

I’m not talking about food/lodging(though we considered having to subsist on just bread & butter for the entirety of our stay and/or sleep in homeless shelters), but simply when to go. Alright… so we did find a perfect time table that fit the majority of our schedules(and these schedules are out of our control, i.e School’s out/Round Trip tickets already booked). But I made a promise that I fully want to keep..

Its a bloody head vs heart dilemma…

It always has been… haha…

Name: Chris
Date: 12/28/2007
Colorgenics Number: 31720465

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You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.You want what you want and you need all that you want and, as they say in the movies, you are the sort of individual that ‘By hook or by crook’ you will, by fair means or foul, endeavour to get what you are looking for.

Although you are, deep down, a very caring person, you are very particular in the choice of friends and indeed very demanding at times. You can be most quarrelsome and controversial and it is because of this argumentative trait you can at times explode into open conflict - conflict with even those you may care for and love. It is because of this inherent argumentative streak in you that may have resulted in broken hopes and dreams.

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy ‘All things bright and beautiful’ - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.

Well… I guess it is pretty accurate as much as I would like to deny it…

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Merry Christmas to all readers of my Blog!

sitting at home listening to Olivia Ong in a dark room is the ultimate way to relax or emo:P I really should try stocking beer at home..

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Ms.nice-I never really realized how much I missed your company and humor in class… I do wish we could have been closer before but I am delighted that I was significant enough to make so many impressions in our friendship. This is getting a little too personal so I shall not blog about it.. secrets are meant to be kept and shared when the time is right…

I had an interesting conversation with S on the way back home… about how the book “Kissing dating goodbye” views dating and courtship wherein the author advocates saving your dating experience for the one and only person you wish to be your life partner and in general avoiding getting into romantic relationships. But of course this was more towards the theme of avoiding letting BGR issues interfere with the relationship you share with God rather than demonizing relationships.
Personally I think this is an ideal situation that would work in an ideal world… and the more I thought about it the more
I felt a good analogy was Eve’s eating of the apple. How do you know what is bad for you? Unless you have experienced the heartache and destructiveness of a failed relationship. How do you understand the allure of intimacy if you have not been tempted by it? How can you say that you sympathize with a crying friend when you never felt the absolute crushing of your heart when a relationship turns sour.

Thus in all honesty… experience it, mature yourself by it… and in the end understand what unconditional and perfect Love is promised to you. I believe that each person has their own opinion just as I have mine… But this is how I remind myself to remain humble, that we are only human and imperfect in the way we do things(in this case… love) and also how we must always strive to LEARN and grow…

Hope has been a great experience and I might consider returning for their services if I can… But I wonder if I am ready to come back into the flock or whether I need to walk alone a little more. It has been a long time… and joining them was humbling and somewhat awkwar, but S and her friends made me feel more than a little welcome.

Merry Christmas… and Good night