Tried to take a picture of love
Didn’t think I’d miss her that much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty…

2.4 is out and once again Gorgocrash has delivered in its promise to FAIL while all other servers are up.. haha.. so I’m gonna blog a while since I’m bored and its freaking 4am in the morning.

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The iPhone is coming to Singapore! I was right:P bwahaha….

*random(continued in the mornin when I regained consciousness with a keyboard impression on my cheek)

Sunwell isle is cool and bllody hectic with all the Alliance and Horde arnd.. I just wish we had a nice server community…

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Had a short conversation about conversations and relationships. Unrelated but intrinsically linked.

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I need lunch now…. hah.

Just finished season 3 of Grey’s Anatomy.

I realise I haven’t been Blogging much the past couple of week… Sorry for the lack of conten, but I’ve been distracted by in-game and soul-searching thus Blogging has been a low-priority recently… Besides, I did make a resolution to blog less about emo-stuff and this bloody week has been filled with a roller coaster of emotions. Aueralis will be returning to the regular schedule today:)

all we can do is keep breathing

http://www.straitstimes.com/Free/Story/STIStory_214026.html

Olivia Ong is performing at The Living Room@The Concourse, The Esplanade, Friday(14/3) from 9 to 9.45pm. Admission is free.

SMS me if ur going:)

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you’re here not there
And you’d give anything to get what’s fair
But fair ain’t what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

-Stop and stare, OneRepublic

You never really notice what you miss until it has slipped right by you. Yes I wish I had done much more, but right now, I’m content…. right now, I feel loved.

So I’m back to watching Grey’s Anatomy… season 3 seems to be a little darker and emotional, but then I’ve only seen the 1st episode so its really just a guesstimation of where the show is going at this point. Took a trek down to Ikea with my mum today while waiting for the Car Servicing and got quite a few ideas for my room, but it kinda made me think of how boring it would be to do the decorating and crafting alone. Or rather… without someone to share it with(and thank you if you want to offer your help and stuff but I’m just emo-ing so don’t, it’ll just get uncomfortable).

Emo-ing… all army guys are emo… lol. It was hilarious when Mango made that statement over vent. Yeah, I whine about being emo when I’m with friends, but mostly it isn’t really emo, I’m just… teasing myself? It makes me feel better when people around me laugh or just smile. Even if it’s over the phone or making certain crazy girls laugh at their handphones while they are on the train ride home(*cough* char *cough*).Yeah…. mostly.

Not too long ago Ben said I was a clam, it’s true I don’t share everything, in fact I share very little… It isn’t so simple to explain why I do this, even to people who are really close to me. I like to keep a certain distance between me and the next person… I’m sorry if this puts a strain on friendships(which I believe it has) and I do believe there is a better way to go about rectifying this and going back to the way things were before but honestly I’m not sure whether I want to go back to that “innocence”.

“You can’t make her love you”, I know… I’m not trying to. I hate people trying to influence me to do something and I would never pressure anyone or “make” anyone do something. I mean of course I might be the best choice^^.. haha… bleah. What I do is how I would treat any other close friend. This world needs more gentlemen and I’ll try my best to live by the code that I believe in. Holding doors, paying for meals and making her feel like a lady. I try..

OK… so that is as personal as my blog will get at the moment… you happy now?

On a side note.. I was thinking of podcasting.. anyone interested? I’m open to any topic… but then… I’m not sure if there is anything that Singapore is interested in:P

note: I think I managed to fix the problem with the forums.

Omen is an elegant threat meter that is a must for all players who instance and raid as it will tell you how much threat you have gained. Also when you have surpassed 90% of the threat of the person highest on the list(preferably the tank), your entire screen will flash red and warn you of your imminent death. A must have.