You might think, I don’t look… but deep inside the corner of my mind…
Red. Falters.
It’s one of those nights… when u feel totally like shit.
and you know… you deserve it.
wake up.
I really just want to see your smile right now.
Slowly he brought the sword level to his opponent’s face… the blade smeared with blood from the men lying around the 2.
“Too long have I waited for this day…”
I know that him remembering your Birthday is important to you… But sincerely… I hope he doesn’t so that you can move on. And I hate myself for thinking that because.. I just want you to be happy…
It’s just about living the moment. And feeling happy when someone you care about smiles; even feeling happy, and just smiling of my own accord.
Oh God let us be a generation that seeks, that seeks your face…
Strangly, I have lost much of my inspiration to write on the bus. But I feel restless nonetheless and figured that I’ll never get better unless I start somewhere.
It just occurred to me, I don’t know where I am spending Christmas day this year. Perhaps I should go back to barker. Perhaps… I should just find a nice quiet spot and read my bible. It feels like the awkward days of not fitting in again.
Pain.
I woke up this morning with an ache and a song in my head. I will not lie that the words you wrote hurt, you might not understand why I let it happen. But one day I tell you why I’m so stubborn about not telling you what to do.
Wishing you were here. It may not be a white Christmas, but it would be a Christmas together.
If somehow fate were in my hands. Would it be enough to understand.
While we feel lost in a world so small.
If only love could find us all…
Coffee bean really is a great place to be inspired. Sitting and sipping my iced latte while waiting for WanYi I could finally feel the itch to write.
I wish I could write as well as Remi, Ben and Terri but they possess wit, a talent, a dexterity with the English language that I can only dream of reaching.
Back to basics. That’s where I should take myself.
Things to do: décor, read read read.
On a completely unrelated note I am frustrated with my connection. To the point I think I’ll just quit wow. Grr..
Edit: my iPhone rubber glove thingie just tore. Meh.
Only you - Flying Pickets(A cappella cover of Only you - Yazoo)
Ok.. so the video is a little cheesy and so typical of the 80s and 90s. But it’s an old favorite and I didnt really like the latest version =D
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you
Merry Christmas =)
