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30. 09
2009

All I want is…

Written by: AnT - Posted in: Uncategorized -

Cause I’m hanging on every word you say,
And even if you don’t want to speak tonight
That’s alright, alright with me.
Cause I want nothing more than to
sit here outside your door
and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be…

slightly adapted lyrics from Breathing - Lifehouse.

I’m an hour and a half away from my Linear Algebra. Feeling a lil torn now between going for Cell/Church or hanging out with Alex before he goes into the army. The choice is pretty clear though, still it makes me feel a little guilty coz I told them I’d join them for their mini-lantern festival and the night cycling. hmm… oh well, there is always next time. Looking forward to not having the forboding feeling of coming exams over my head(even though I do actually have an accounting test next week ><) oh well…

Ok, break over, time to get back to practicing math.

29. 09
2009

Beauty

Written by: AnT - Posted in: Rant -

All this news about Ris Low and her indiscretions. Yet all I care about is her EMBARRASSING us on a world stage. Please for the love of all things good, at least tell her to speak in Chinese while she’s on stage or something. She’s pretty… fine… that is not what the judges are looking for.. they are looking for Beauty, beauty doesn’t come with expensive make up or boob jobs. It radiates from a person’s character, her poise exudes it, her thoughts manifest themselves in a beautiful way…

And she steals pokemon cards. Fuck that.

29. 09
2009

Weakness and Strength

Written by: AnT - Posted in: KOPED!, Ponderings -

I made the mistake of trying to be good, to do the right thing and find forgiveness in my heart both times. Once I wound up being infected by the darkness, trying to convey that message.

Ironically in the immediate aftermath of the second ex I spoke to my first ex and it was her words : these things happen to you because you are weak - which made me realise how these people think.

How blind they are to the people around them. It takes infinitely more strength to live for someone else than to live for yourself; to inconvenience yourself for their benefit; to back down when you are right and they are wrong.

I realised then that the solution is neither forgiveness, nor hatred, nor hoping for karmic retribution in the future, nor being assimilated and turning user in return.

The solution is moving on and away, forgetting the past. Re-minisce, no more.

-Bad apples, Reminisce

There in lies the failure of all men. We are so short sighted to the true treasures that lie waiting for us in finding a true relationship.

I’d really love to write more but it has to wait. >< damn exams.

Ironic.

29. 09
2009

Scribes

Written by: AnT - Posted in: Rant -

Testing out scribefire… Taking a short break from mugging, I really need to get my game on for this term if I expect to do well =S Also I need some form of motivation.

Realisation: Although I can survive skipping all the lectures and just self studying(what little i do anyway) The bell curve really punishes me >< That said, personally I don’t see the point in learning subjects(that the university considers core) that I certainly will not use in my chosen career. I am not a fucking Math person.

26. 09
2009

Focus

Written by: AnT - Posted in: Rant -

Here is my heart, keep it safe it’s the only one I’ve got…

25. 09
2009

Cold

Written by: AnT - Posted in: Ponderings -

A University professor at a well known institution of higher learning challenged his students with this question. “Did God create everything that exists?”

A student bravely replied, “Yes he did!”

“God created everything?” The professor asked.

“Yes sir, he certainly did,” the student replied.

The professor answered, “If God created everything; then God created evil. And, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then we can assume God is evil.”

The student became quiet and did not answer the professor’s hypothetical definition. The professor, quite pleased with himself, boasted to the students that he had proven once more that the Christian faith was a myth.

Another student raised his hand and said, “May I ask you a question, professor?”

“Of course”, replied the professor.

The student stood up and asked, “Professor, does cold exist?”

“What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you never been cold?”

The other students snickered at the young man’s question.

The young man replied, “In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to the laws of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat. Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-460 F) is the total absence of heat; and all matter becomes inert and incapable of reaction at that temperature. Cold does not exist. We have created this word to describe how we feel if we have no heat.”

The student continued, “Professor, does darkness exist?”

The professor responded, “Of course it does.”

The student replied, “Once again you are wrong sir, darkness does not exist either. Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light we can study, but not darkness. In fact, we can use Newton’s prism to break white light into many colors and study the various wavelengths of each color.

You cannot measure darkness. A simple ray of light can break into a world of darkness and illuminate it. How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure the amount of light present. Isn’t this correct? Darkness is a term used by man to describe what happens when there is no light present.”

Finally the young man asked the professor, “Sir, does evil exist?”

Now uncertain, the professor responded, “Of course, as I have already said. We see it everyday. It is in the daily examples of man’s Inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil.

To this the student replied, “Evil does not exist, sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God’s love present in his heart. It’s like the cold that comes when there is no heat, or the darkness that comes when there is no light.”

The professor sat down.

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Though I know some people have linked this story to Albert Einstein, I’m pretty sure it isn’t true. Nonetheless I still feel it’s a story worth sharing that we can take a moment to mull over as we live our busy lives. Evil as the absence of God. Hmm…

I am one who believes in free will, God gave Adam and Eve all the gifts they could want and he also gave them free will. Even after they disobeyed him and ate from the tree. He did not destroy them and restart anew with beings completely obedient to Him, he punished them but allowed them to retain their free will.

I drift in and out of people’s lives. I work, I observe and I react. Once there is no need for me, I drift once again. I think it’s much past that time… it is time for me to leave. As much as I want to stay.

Help me sleep tonight.

21. 09
2009

How much does your life weigh?

Written by: AnT - Posted in: Videos -

Up in the air - Trailer

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“Sex is natural, sex is good, not everybody does it, but everybody should” - George Micheal

19. 09
2009

There are things about me…

Written by: AnT - Posted in: 2Listen2, Rant -

You’ll never know.

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Go ahead. When darkness turns to light… It ends tonight.

18. 09
2009

As the leaves turn brown

Written by: AnT - Posted in: RL -

That was possibly the nicest dream I’ve had in a while. But now I’m late for class and my assignment(which I just figured I did wrongly) is due. Oh well. Looking forward to the concert tonight and poker tomorrow. Not looking forward to the 1 week crash course for my midterms. And yeah, that’s basically my life right now.

I woke up with a smile

12. 09
2009

Stay

Written by: AnT - Posted in: 2Listen2, Rant -

This life will be cruel, but we’ll try.

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