just to keep it all inside..

shadows will help you try to hide…

oh… and yes… what i meant to say was….

http://thingsweforget.blogspot.com/

Because we forget all too easily.

Sometimes it good to just sit in solitude and think about the things in life that matter the most to you. The still black marble of this little pond reminds me of the impenetrable veil I’ve pulled over my soul. Some where along the line I realise that speaking the truth doesn’t constitute baring your soul.

T once said that people are like onions, many layered and complicated beyond belief. Even when you think you have them figured out and read like a book you find out that they can be a totally different person overnight.

I have different masks I wear with different people, subtle, often unnoticable changes that I am very conscious of. Does that make me fake?

Yet at the same time, my friends can readily guess what I would do given a situation where the decision depends on character. Does this make me
Predictable?

I live in a very grey life. The black and white margins blend seemlessly and sometimes this makes it hard to make decisions. How envy those who live their lives in black and white. Yet I wouldn’t change what makes me Christopher.

I do how one day to meet someone who loves me for me. Not because I fulfil some checklist or I’m the last male on the planet(sans zombie apocalypse, I’ll do my part to save humanity), but because she loves me simply and purely. That she simply loves who I am.

So here’s a toast to a friend of mine who has yet to find the girl of his dreams. We certainly have hope still my friend. Don’t doubt urself because if she can’t love you for who you are then she’s not the one.